YR12. -- Drama..

this week was my first week of year 12 ;
sure i have 2 'N' award warnings but there done now so im happy bout that =)
and school with work iam not falling behind i do my homework except maths ; still too confusing 4 me yet my teacher is gettin the shits with us cos were behind ; fml
yet DRAMA @ school which pisses me off even moree ):
like fucking people dat are sneaky ; when u confront them dey act all innocent fcking hell this is our last year 2getha COME ON! :@
just this whole week has been drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just pisses me off so badd!
u cant trust people these days even the ones u see nearly everyday .. 2 days of ppl bein sneaky and stuff yet u wish it wasnt them bein like dat !
like ive known these people since year7!
seriously WHOLE week has been drama - with family then azns cabin camp fucking drama and group of 18 now .. i mean u bloody people DID KICK US OUT!
i dont care if u say no we didnt -- YOU GUYS DID!!!! :@:@
atleast be honest bout it geez!
FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
and these 2 days ive been so unlike myself were im not loud or as friendly only iam with emily and sarah steven and carlo the rest ill be different esp the azns
just cnt believe this honestly..

I dont feel like myself ):
not my happy jumpyy friendly self -- *sighs*
even my girlies noticed and is worried 4 me -- i jst cant handle this drama not right now!
luckily i do have friends i CAN trust for life also with my life!!!!!
ahhh i LOVE you guys!
they know who they aree !
stevo might be making a party on sat near my park so ima gona go but not drink jst be with friends laugh have fun while im still young like carlo said (:

carlo .. yourrr sooooooo cutee hun ; even tho u will never see this YAY (:
mwaaaaaaaaaa *hugs my bubba *

cnt wait for this 2be over!
needaa relaxx and do something besides this ):

today..
finally saw carlo alone not @ school been awhile since we have been alone 2getha but @ lunch cos we both had a free we went to the big park near my house and we just sat talked bout stuff and hug and kissed been awhile since we had a proper kiss LOL!
werid me saying dat but yeahh ROFL!!
he is soo cutee but :)
and he always writes on his hand CP 4 CW:) {Stupid Skool put last name diff even tho changed it in yr8 =="}
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh he is so cutee luckily i didnt end it before thnk u guys (my friends) for ur advicee yaa (: well im off thiss ; goodnightss