♫This is Who iam - 5DAYSLEFT!

ellOs blog.
im @ home grrr so boredd ): today all ive done it used my mums new hot wax fing i gotta understood it but apart from that it hurt LOL but i didnt get all the hair which is like huh ?
LMAO or maybe i jst dnt know beauty products / stuff with beauty LMAO!
WELL its been 5 days since wrote down here bein occupied by family , friends or the Wii LOL
havnt seen carlo 7days well saw him yday but was awkward?
*sighs* i dnt know wat 2 do cos im confused wif myself ; like sef said if u dnt love urself u cnt love another even tho i kinda clicked its from love guru LMAO!!
but in those words nah i dont love myself cos afta wat i did wrong .. i always look@ it over n over in my head
otha fings is ever since havin a bf now ; i have hooked up before with 4 diff guys but one of dem i did have feelin for but lost them awhile ago but otha have tried with me but i didnt allow it !
cos i do feel bad for the last relationship as it was my fault , and if i shuld ever do dat agen 2 another , also if dat person does give up on me and leave like the last
so iam scared or not ready still.. i really cant tell these =(
das why i asked for space , and for carlo to be with his friends incase he does get too attach 2 me which i dnt want him 2 be!


and YESTERDAY i finally saw my 2 girlies Emily and Sarah :)
ohh mann we all was latee ROFL!
den we walked around tlk bout stuff and we went into shops lookin 4 emilys band aids =p
naww pobresita mija!
but then we went tway for abit and mann the damnn wind!
LOL mann we had a funny moment where i was holdin out my $50 ehh stupid me and the wind was blowin it awayy and i ran afta it but then got caught into a fence @ tway thank gooodness while emily and sarah was laughin @ me

ohh gosh sarah made us laugh even more since she has her extensions the wind made em soo knotty and wind came 4 her oh gosh she was runnin around like a maniac!
broo looked like she was gettin attacked from a bee me and emily couldnt stop laughingg

ahhh thank youu emily & sarah (:

WELL.. as for the weekend it WAS MOSTLY ALL ABOUT FAMILY! (: it was good even tho fabio went 2 his cousins for the weekend so it was me my mummy my stepdad and hugo we went to the rsl for lunch mum let me drive about timee - she thinks im a bad driver ==" then we came home and played Wii - LOL it was funnny hugo wasnt bad @ all for a 6yr old he was good! he beat me my mum and my stepdad it the comp . it was stepdad 1st hugo - 2nd me - 3rd (beaten by a 6yr old *sad face* LOL!) mum - luckyy lastt (; ahhh wat a funny weekend this weekend its mostly me and fabio are goin2 my cousins friday to go luna park @ nyt for Geremy Birthday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON PRIMO <3
then saturday mornin im leavin cos i have GAY WORK 12:30pm - 5pm ahhhhhh tirin much?
den sunday fabio comes baq
but we r excitied cos me and fabio havnt seen our cousins in awhile and we miss dem terribly!!
also we are goin luna park@ nyt yaaaayy (:

also LAST saturday i was with MELISSA TROUNG i love this short azn girl she is my roll buddy lol that girl if i dont go to school the next day she would be like 2 me ' WHY WASNT U @ SKOOL!'

when iam dere 'YAY KIARA UR HERE:D' lol love dat lil girl ; as for saturday we went to this new place called 'THE CHOCOLATE ROOM' my goshhhhhhhhhhh its soo niceee =O =9

i LOVE IT!

me and carlo was suspose 2 go dere but he had work

and she had waffles while i had banana crepes ohh yumm =9

so sad im on a diet now my mum is goin all freaky on me with her weight so im makin her feel secure by loosin weight with her and tellin her 2 go to the gym! :)

and den Monday ,, Baq to school!
19th October ; we start yr12 for 2010 - PHS

and closer closer it is gettin to NOVEMBER!!
which is only one of my girlies bday EMILY.G!
NICKELBACK CONERT !
TRAGUS PIERCIN!

also my fringe has really grown out alot ..
and im finkin whether to keep it and let it grow more
or to cut it agen??

hrmmms.... =/

ill tlk bout dat anotha time

`kiiaRAH![=