SEPT10.

dear blog...
its sept now .. left america before .. had the stupid problems.. had the up&downs
but finally was baq here last month home (:
saw my friends&familia :D
i was happy and relieved to see them all!
i rejected the call..
now it just me hit agen.. how much i dnt noe wat to say or do nows..
keep smilingg and pretend im gona go be okay?
even tho wat till end of the year dat it will take me away
why have i been sleepy so much?
@ skool im dizzy.. get home i go 2 sleep s8 away..
i hardly ever have the energy.. ohh goshh ):
i mean the deputy even came up 2 me yesterday and asked bout the new operation
farout.......
just i dnt know... i feel empty now..
but i know i gotta step up!
how can u when all ur friends believe ur gona be okay?

i dno .. i jst dnt..

the only things dat i felt happy bout was my photos for py
they came outt okay except only 4 was okay the others was OVER exposed grrr...
well kindaa looks ookay so imma happy bout dat =)
&& being with my friendss so im glad bout dat also!
<3

mum is drivingg me insane..
*sighs*...
wat she shows me .. is the way i was..
and in the baq of my head dat fort came baq..
and its coming baq ..
how stupid can i be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


like i said everything has just hit me ALL now!


dad.. bleh..
second chance wasnt good enuff for you..
as the story does go on without you...


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such in a piss moooddd =[