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- Papi Tito

Monday, July 20, 2009

Cause i Only feel Alive.. When i dream at night?

feeling: mixed feelings - happy ~ sad
music: When i Dream At Night - Marc Anthony ( crazy for this song right now! )
dear blog.
wow its been wat 2months since wrote here LOL well update.. i have a job [x] , gone to newyork (well here atm:) )[x] , p's got now [x] , 10 new songs by june ahh only learned 3 :( had no time cos of skool and shoes mm i got 2 new pairs? LOL
OH OHHHHH IM
SEVENTEEN NOW :D:D wooohooo
tha ONE-SEVEN ,, woah 1 year till im an adult das crazy
its a monday here in new york and i pressume in australia its tuesday? or like late monday lol cnt tell ; jst feeling sick right now.. im scared of many fings..
3nyts in a row i have dreamed bout the same person .. n i do not know what it means buh driving me insane!
and here iam waiting for the day ... thursday...
wat will await me??
death or life.. -expect the unexcepted and iam ready for it
im in pain .. literally and its not a pain im useto over the seveteen years of my life..
so im pretty sure its my condition ive told my bestest friends & send an email 1 particular person
sarah joudo , emily g ( damn her LONG ASS last name lol ) also st3vo palumbo - i love dese ppl to bits <3
but berefore i saw my dad agen but it was different like i saw him the 1st time the way he was ., a 1st time agen jst like in the movie 50 1st dates - nothing beats a 1st kiss
just like dat buh seeing my dad .. so many fings i do not understand of him and my mum's history together
he was happy 2 see me . as i was to see him
he toke me out 2 manhattan his resturant 2 make me feel alive i guess n enj0y my time incassse..
he got my a new laptop ( which iam using right now)
a new camera 10mp ( red )
a new fone nokia N97 ( cross dat off my 2009 list:D ) [x]
and over here i had the bestt timarasuuu in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD:D:D
nice place and two waiters apparently knew me when i was little when i saw my dad seven7 years ago one azn guy ( he was funny lol ) and an ecuadorian guy ( ahh ecuador >< )
manhattan is beautiful .. but not the place 4 me
if i could pick where 2 live forever it would be a nice looking island sorta like hawaii or hamiliton islands or the carribean or mauritius - BEAUTIFUL!
or even peru dat wuld be good 4 me =]
while writing this ive tried 2 hold it all 2getha and type s8
as the ambulance are on their way now =[
here comes my destiny .. 2 live or 2 die
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2 that 1 particular person.. dat person knows hu dey are..
im sorry 4 everything
and dat love you always!
farewell blog untill we will see wat happens ;
Kiara Felicitia Salinas

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